One minute you need me u want me and u love me
Next minute you're contemplating if u want nothing of me
On going motions of your feelings
Never concrete on your decisions
What do u expect me to do?
U expect me to jus except it
And wait on u
For the next time this love elevator goes up
And if it goes down
Where I don't wanna go
I'm posed to jus sit around and be ok with it
And except it
Put up with your daily shit
24 hours
7 days a week
And still...at the end of the trip
You want me to believe that this
Is LOVE?
U love me
Are u blind can you not see what your actions are doing to me?
Ur breaking me apart slowly
And pretty soon there will be nothing left of ma heart
And I'll become exanimate
I'm telling you I just can't stand it
When I'm up u have me on cloud 9
Thinking everything is jus fine
But sooner or later u break ma heart again
And I'm left to cry
And there's nothing left between us but space and time
And all I could do is rewind and try to figure out what I did wrong
But when I take a step back I realize that it wasn't worth it
Do u ask you if it's worth it?
If u love me and value my thoughts and my heart would u spend so much time hurting it?
Damaging it
Burning it
If my heart what's yours?
Its like u used to play with a new toy
But now its getting old do u so u throw it roughly
And damage it
Up and down all over the room
Is that what my heart means to u?
Are u tired of me?
Are we not what we used to be?
Cause if it is then jus be real with me
And stop coming to me saying some excuse about you've been thinking bout stuff
And u needa talk
Talk about what?
Y didn't u talk before?
Is this what love is for
If it is then I don't wanna be in love
Love and done nothing good for me
All its done is made me wish and dream
That one day my feelings would some day cease
But they wont there stuck
Someone where between my heart and my emotions
That u continue to play with
Love me today done with me tomorrow
I'm Sorry the crooked path u walk on is something that I just can't follow
Cuz somewhere along the line I'm gonna get lost
And lose myself
Which I'm already half way there
And thankful that I have my friends for help
Just because I made a few mistakes in our relationship
U wanna put this on hold?
Are u serious?
2 years down the drain because of this stupid shit
After all the times I took u back after the crap u did to me
The tables finally turn and this is how you repay me?
Well I got news of u I'm tired of this up and down up and down shit
I don't even care no more
And don't be worry it'll be hard but some day I'll recover from my motion sickness
~MoNiE~
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