Im still not over you
Its been so long since Ive said your name
Looked at your photograph and remembered the pain
I felt strong enough to bin your things
The one thing I kept were your rings
I went out one night, danced and drank
To the bottom of the bottle my heart I sank
I met new people who became my friends
My heart starting to make a mends
I had a date the following Friday
My feeling for you were at bay
One touch, one hug and one sweet kiss
Made me realise its you I miss
It felt wrong, me being there
Its you I longed for to want to care
I thought of your smiling face
How much I missed your gentle embrace
In two short months it will be a year
When you tossed me aside and refused to care
Ive no idea of what to do
Im still in love and not over you
I want the pain to stop and the tears to dry
Let me forget our memories or let me die
Ive never felt this much pain before
It hurts so much it feels like a chore
I know Ive lost you and its all my fault
But please, oh please, make these feelings halt
I cant escape this replaying nightmare
It hurts more knowing you can but choose not to care
How long will it take for you to disappear
Let my heart settle and my mind fade clear
Whens the time for me to move on from you
To find one love completely new
Its my own fault for getting hurt this way
If I had of been firm and made my conscience stay
Maybe my heart wouldnt have broken so bad
Maybe id be happy today instead of sad.