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If only u still loved me,
Maybe then, is when I'll smile,
Maybe then, i could finally be happy.
All i have now is my memories.
When we'd be cuddling on your bed,
when you'd whisper you loved me in my ears,
or when we walked hand in hand along the park.
All i want is that back.
If only i could stay forever in your arms,
Then maybe i wouldn't cry myself to sleep,
Then maybe i wouldn't fall in a pretense.
I just want the guy that held me in his arms,
the guy i met at play practice, and grinned at me.
If i could have that guy back then maybe i wouldnt cry.
I just want the guy that i met, a long long time ago
If only you had held me when i cried,
Then maybe i would not have pulled away.
Then maybe you'd understand why.
Despite your flaws, i still loved you.
You held me when you wanted to,
But you never held me when i cried.
Never, at the times i needed you the most.
Nevertheless, i loved you.
If only my life wasnt a pretence,
If only those memories where still alive,
If only i could spend eternity in your arms,
If onlyi could have the guy i met a long time ago, back,
If only you'd held me when i cried.
If Only.......
I miss him...
If only u still loved me,
Maybe then, is when I'll smile,
Maybe then, i could finally be happy.
Aly
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