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I look up at the stars and see you reflected on them
it makes me realize i can't live this way
i can't keep on saying I've moved on
when you're buried so deep down in my soul
I've tried to get away, to find a reason to escape
but every word you say pulls me back in
I'm a prisoner of your love, of your hate and of your lust
there was a time when you took me in and cared for me
you made me think and made me dream
you lifted me off the ground and taught Me how to fly
taking control of my wings to make sure I'd never leave
you took me so high up I've met the skies
all your love was sugar coted lies
and i believed them all, i believed your love
you made me believe every star had its shine
that when you were with me you could see mines
you took me so far from the ground
but never taught me how to come back down
then one day everything went wrong
you broke my hearts soul
i was so far up the clouds, i couldn't come back down
i feel from the sky to be faced with all your lies
i was broke n deep inside grieve consumed my life
every one could see that i really fell
coming down from heaven to my own personal hell
i can't hear music, nor can i smile
but every time you call i pretend I've moved on
i wont lie to you i still remember old times
and yes tears still fill my eyes at night
so no i can't pretend that everything is fine
that it doesn't bother me that she took hold of you
that i know its not me to whom you belong
but i can live with the memories of what used to be
and even though we don't get a happy ever after ending
perhaps we can get a friendship
i know it not the same and it will hurt
to know that i can't be called yours
but i can live with the hurt and the pain
all i ask of you is not to pretend
don't let this be a thing that never happened
all i ask of you is to keep a hold
don't be so close nor to far away
help me become strong in my times of need
don't carry me, just be my support
all i ask is for you to stay within my soul.
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