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-This poem was basically just me venting,
being fed up with everything in life that I can
no longer take the pain that everything causes.
Sorry, it's not my best.
I tried to stay happy, full of hope-
but I'm realizing that's impossible.
Hope has been washed away along with-
the smile that only shined for a day or two.
Sinking in my emotions, nearly drowning.
Deep in thought, the tears start flowing.
Beating myself up, causing more pain.
Failure, all that remains in my mind.
One day I'm happy, the other I'm not.
I don't understand my feelings anymore-
they confuse me to the point where-
thinking is not an option to begin with.
Maybe giving everything up to this point-
losing everything, drowning in my tears.
Being a failure, is what I've always been-
let me decay here, beside my broken heart.
Life is too complicated to live these days-
why am I even here? I don't deserve this.
I wish the things in life that I want most-
would just come to me. I'm sick of fighting.
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