I hate you,
For many reasons to others I simply can't name,
But mainly...
For most of my life you made me feel nothing but shame
The honest truth is,
You make my skin crawl...
For many years now and without a doubt more to come,
You have made my happiness take a drastic fall...
They say you can't pick your family...
But I sure as hell wish you could...
Because of what you put me through,
The thought of you rotting in hell sounds GOOD!!
I used to have faith in god...
When I was a little kid,
But through those years my preys remained lost...
The only way for me to save myself was to have hid...
I've grown up a lot now...
But the sexual abuse still plays over in my mind...
But the sickest thing is,
Now to me you are always kind...