I write your name
Just once
Just to see it
Just to feel a bit less pressure
From the constant withdrawals
I feel when your not there
You erase the rest of the world
You'll just leave
How could you stay?
With me
With THIS
THIS person
Living within me
That wants to hurt you
Just because shes scared
Its not me
I swear
But she shows up more
Every time
I see you hug her
Shes so different from me
Shes just a long time friend of yours
I know
But do you ever wish I was more like her
Am I holding you back from being with someone
like her
Like....
all the hers out there
I couldn't leave you
But the person who wants to see you cry could
Not a different personality
But a lingering thought
So dismal I want to bury it
So far it always unearths
SO dull it is
But still
Be my black
Cover up everything else
Just for a little while
Then be with her
For me
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