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What do you remember??
I remember on the first day of being a baby,
I layed on mums chest, looked in her eyes and smiled,
I remember i cried all day and night,
My grandpa picked me up and everything turned out alright.
I remember i stared into my identical twin sisters eyes,
she was exzactly the same as me,
and she looked back, i held her hand...
things can't get any better than that.
I remember when i was two, i was just starting to learn how to talk and walk,
My brother walked past knocked me over,
I remember i was crying, he came over and picked me up,
He kissed my head...
At least he was trying.
I remember having my third birthday party in hospital,
I remember...
I had a barbie birthday cake with love hearts and 100 of 1000's sprinkled on top,
I remember the full day and the presents wrapped in baby pink and inside all the things we got.
I remember on my fourth birthday,
I wanted so bad for my big sister to stay,
Instead a tear rolled down her cheek and she peacefully drifted away...
I remember...
I had days off kindy just to spend time with her and me,
I loved her so much, only she could of seen,
she meant the world to me....
I remember when i was five,
Getting dressed, hair the same as my twin,
For the first day of school,
I used to think it was cool,
I was a baby,
What would've i known,
Things would change,
And time has grown.
I remember when i was six,
I walked outside and gave 'mummy' and 'daddy' a kiss.
I remember it was only baby bliss.
I remember seeing 'mummy' watch me cry,
On the day my favourite dog 'baby' died.
I remember when i had my seventh birthday party,
I had a party fit for a princess,
In a glooming white and pink sparkling dress.
I remember...
I remember my first late night,
It was wonderful,
Staying up until nine.
I remember when i was eight,
Used to run outside in the early morning to play,
Camels and bulls all day.
Dad pretending he was a camel or bull,
And my siblings used to climb aboard,
My brother always pretended he was a knight and carried a fake sword...
I remember when i was nine...
Oh i do remember the worst year of my life,
I picked up the sharpest knife,
Cut so deep down,
To hide my feelings and felt like there had to be a crown...
I remember...
I remember when i was ten,
I walked into my uncles house,
Not the first time i had my clothes packed for a over night stay,
We play,
Secret games,
Ones i weren't supposed to say...
He fooled with my body,
Touched me here and touched me there,
Any time and any place where he could get to,
Anywhere.
I remember when i was eleven,
I remember...
I ran away from home,
Ran to a place far away,
When i got there i heard a voice,
It was my sister saying for me to go back home,
and let someone know.
I remember when i was 12,
The very first time i ran to the garage all in tears,
I ran to the first paddock with a really big tree,
I thought this time it was really gonna be me.
I remember...
I remember waking up a day later,
Lying in a hospital bed,
Crying wishing i was dead.
Oh, I do remember...
I remember when i was 13
My angel died,
My only best friend i could ever have,
Left me that day,
I was crying, sick of always trying,
Giving up was all i thought,
I went home,
Tears everywhere, What else was i supposed to do,
who would even care?
I remember....
Thinking why isn't he there?
To talk to, to show he still cares,
I needed him that day,
I needed him there.
I remember lying in bed that night,
Thinking of giving up my life.
I lived the next day and the next...
I remember...
I went to school,
Everyone thought they were cool,
I was shy, why couldn't they see the pain i hide?
I remember...
There was this guy,
I fell in love, oh i really did,
Very first love,
Wishing 'Please god let this be the one',
It lasted a week,
and i grew weak...
Thinking 'Oh god why didn't you let him be mine'.
I remember...
I remember the way i got with a guy,
The way he made me cry,
I was down and i was blue,
Why couldn't there be someone to say 'i love you'...
I remember...
I remember when i met my boyfriend,
We became very best friends,
We wanted what we have now and i hope this one will work out even more...
Maybe tomorrow we'll break apart,
But i can get through it,
I know i can,
Even though he has my heart.
I remember, my first kiss,
The way he stared into my eyes when i cried,
He wiped away all the tears when i said i wanted to die,
He made me strong from when i was weak,
And now i'm stronger enough to get through this week,
When people look at me and frown,
I smile, because i was once down...
They look at me like i'm a terrible teen,
Maybe they're right or they're just mean,
But they don't know what i have and how much i never let the pain show,
Oh, I'm strong...
Just thought i'd let you know.
**This is a mixed poem about growing up, facing problems, broken hearts, secrets, first love, and remember what i went through to be here today...
Please comment i'll return the favour**
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