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Most people take it for granted,
someone you'd see every day
a smile and a hug then walk away...
"see you tomorrow" that's what most people say,
but what happens if they don't make it to the next day?
something people hardly think about, for death is so unexpected
memories all added up...so precious to me now
looking at your picture, tears in my eyes
car crashes i now despise...
time has passed, and the pain has eased
but sometimes i crack, and breakdown on my knees
i try not to be so broken
and try holding back the tears
feeling as though im invisable
and knowing only two people can c the real me
forever in my heart, and missed every day
u have no idea how much i still need u jay!
one of my two best friends
your physical sense iv had to let go of, but your memory with me forever
someone i can never forget
for my heart would never allow that
learning not to live in the past,
but in the present holding your memory close
thank you jay for everything you taught me for now it means the most,
that i need to hold people close and love them while i can
and stop holding back and hiding who i really am...
*thank u jay, i really miss u mr.blue*
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