I'm only patient enough to please them for so long
My small, weak arms can only do so much
I'm only caring enough to love them for so long
And I wish with all my might that you could understand
Until I begin to crumble and crack
The monster inside beings to wake
I wonder what it is that I lack;
But I don't need you to stop,
I need you to understand
That I'm digging this dagger in to far; until I drop,
And I won't stop twisting it until you end it;
I'm addicted to being something they will look up to,
And I'm begging someone, or something
To bring me back to being beside you
Someone, save me from this phobia of failing you
I feel like I'll self destruct from pleasing the masses;
Someone please save me some room to breathe;
I've got to cut this tube that feeds this undying need to please you