Out of d blue he called me today,
Said he wants to see me,
Said he got something to say
We sat on the sofa,
He stared at me,
I know that its over
but maybe, just maybe...
I put up a smile
I held my tears in
I tried holding my head up high
Showing I'm happy, pretending
We didn't talk, we sat silently
Staring at each other, smiling weakly
I turned on the TV
He sat so still there holding my hand tightly
Why aren't you Chinese?
Came the words from his mouth
Why am i not Chinese?
So this is what it's all about...
We could have been happy together
If you were a Chinese
Our love could have lasted forever
I really wished you were a Chinese
I let go of his hands thats holding me tightly
I let go of my love toward him, he could see
And i merely said, sadly
But I'm not Chinese, I'll never be...
He walked slowly to the door
His eyes looking down on the floor
He walked out the door,
I cried, couldn't keep it inside anymore...
Just because I'm not a Chinese
He left me...