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I've spent the last two months,
Lost in tears that fall,
I've been looking at my phone,
Hoping you would call.
I've been missing you terribly,
Trying so hard to understand,
I feel so numb and empty,
I long to hold your hand.
I tried not to let you,
But you've torn me apart,
Should have known you would,
Right from the start.
And my heart is screaming,
The pain is still seeping through,
It just intensifies with time,
Intensifies when I think of you.
I can't get over you,
Or pull out of this self-hate,
You've made me feel worthless,
Broken from this fate.
It's just all so wrong,
It shouldn't be this way,
I wish we could rewind,
That I could find the words to say.
And I get lost in the nights,
Fight to reach the end,
It's more than make believe,
More than just pretend.
Because I can't find my way,
Or forget how we used to be,
No, I can't let you go,
Or get you away from me.
© Danika Jackson
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