Why does everything have to be this hard?
wherever I go without you..I just get scarred
at first I thought I have moved on
but I guess that's something I still haven't done
I need some strength to absorb
sometimes I really wish I could disappear or just orb!
because with everything together we've done you've left a mark
so how the hell the light that use to keep me going turn out to be so dark?
how can I forget the way you laugh?
we were like one piece cut into half
how can I even consider that without you I'm safe?
when I awake in the middle of the night feeling i'm in my grave
how can I overlook the memories of those days?
when the light of your eyes felt like the sun raise!
how can I look at my front porch?
and not remmber the kisses that made our lips scorch
how can I not dream of you when my heart sleeps?
when you're all what my imagination sees
I locked my heart so nothing could get into it even the breeze
but you got in even without the keys
I remmeber the days when the sight of your smile
made me go the extra mile!!!
how can such warm eyes have the ability to make me freeze?
when your heart is the only place I appease
how can I...or you know I won't ask anymore questions
nor any regards or any suggestions!
I know that someday you will realise what you have missed
or else I'll show you...even If you won't I insist!
for now live your life..be happy and sometimes you should grieve!!
but later we will meet and I hope then you will finally see and just believe..
*written by MIRA!!*