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The dark times are the night times
I'm left alone to my thoughts, to my imagination
To my conscious mind and I can't take it
It's destroying me, I'm falling apart on the inside
Under the smiles I wear, the happiness I beam
The "I'm ok don't worry" feeling
Is pain... hurt... tears
I'm feeling left behind, as discarded as a piece of garbage
Like I was the old news, the old entertainment
The old doll left behind for the new action figure
I'm falling apart on the inside
It's too much for me to bear, all of this
Too much for my heart to handle
Too much for my body to endure
Too much for my mind to bear
Only at night am I prey to these things
Only at night am I vulnerable to weakness
And only at night do I cry
As the world spins, mine stops
In so many ways I feel at a lost...
I'm dying inside, crying inside
It's hard, my tears I can't forever hide
Only at night am I not alive
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