I'm looking out my window
Snowflake gently fall
Winter's beauty
Shines with blinding brilliance
Time goes on without the person you love,
But this isn't so for the person who lost them
That person lives frozen
After the ice melts away
When the sun comes to play
I sit
Alone
Staring out the familiar window
Watching my invisible snowflakes falling
Waiting for my life to end
The way you left so suddenly
My dreams are haunted with your cries
Echoing through my brain
The cold, the terror, the pain,
Filling the empty spaces within the shell of myself
Masked in a smile
I imagine sunshine
Try to remember what it felt like
But I feel no more
Numb
Lifeless
Hollow
A ghost
I became my own phantom
And through it all,
I am not truly dead,
So I can never really be with you