That thought

So many feelings
Running through my head
Some good
But mostly bad

You tell me you love me
And i want to believe you
But again that thought runs through my head
Is he lying or
Telling the truth

When you hold me close
I want to believe that everything is great
But again that thought runs through my head
What if he is thinking
Of someone else

When you tell me
That i will never lose you
I want to believe that with all ny heart
But again that thought runs through my head
What if he leaves
What will i do?

So many thoughts
So many questions
But what can i do
Except sit here and wonder