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I'm looking toward the sky; wandering if you see what I see. A vast empty night because your not here beside me. Do you know that I think about you constantly? When I'm sleeping, awake, dreaming or even contemplating the vastness of the universe. You don't get it, do you? I'd give anything to be with you, hold you, whisper soft comforts in your ear, wipe away everyone of your tears, kiss you, love you like you were the rarest gift a person could receive. Because you know what, Amy, you are. You're the most special person ever who deserves the best of everything and thats what I'd give you or at least try. But you and me could never do anything as special as that because friends is all we can ever be.
I know my words can sometimes come off as cruel, but I don't put them down on paper just to hurt you. This is just my way of dealing with the fact that I can never have you. It's not your fault and it's not mine. It's just the crappy hand that fate has dealt us. But that doesn't mean I can't dream of you and me together even though that's all it'll ever be, nothing but a sweet, unreachable dream because friends is all we can ever be.
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