Only I want to let the tears slip out of the eyes
But I reject to allow it
I desire none of this things happen
Walk past you
It was all imaginary
All I see your smile upon the stars
On a daily basis, I miss you
Stillness crushes my soul into the soil
Oh darling, are your eyes sightless?
I am putting my back into a smile
When I am dying inside
All of the acts
I've acted through the tears
I've putted on an act
To let the things goes on by
Even though my heart is shattering itself
Into an innocent, pure blood
I wish to drop of fluid from my eyes
I may be headstrong
Although I am not strong enough
Something is missing away from my life
A grief is coming back for more
Under the dark, black days
I pretend the things never happens in the past
The past is enduring to kill me
None of the pains are vanishing away
Without the sorrowfulness
I hope for the past to leave me behind
It is not leaving to permit it happen
All I wanted a love to fade into a dust
However my heart speaks
It won't leave you until your heart replies back
The simple words are voicing violently in my thoughts
I miss you
Wishing I am back to the full heart where it was not meant to be broken
May 13, 2008