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I'm really not ok,
I've totally fallen apart,
I'm losing myself again,
Along with my broken heart.
It hurts so bad inside,
No words can explain,
I feel so disgusted,
Damaged by the pain.
I'm running in circles,
There's no place left to go,
When other's are around,
I can't let it show.
I'm a pro at pretending,
Put on the perfect disguise,
I've become so tired,
Of the acts and the lies.
I'm physically sick,
Because my body is so run down,
I'm emotionally unstable,
With the baggage and embedded frown.
I'm the super twisted someone,
With a long way to go,
I can see it all myself,
But I don't want to know.
Can't bear to look in the mirror,
Just what have I done?
They suck it all in,
And throw it back for fun.
I'm not worth time,
Not even worth the air I breathe,
I'm really so pathetic,
So see, I need to leave.
Because I don't belong here,
Can't peel myself back up off the floor,
So I'll fade away, just go,
Oh, I'm not wanted anymore.
© Danika Jackson
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