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I wonder what I'm doing,
Just helplessly hanging on,
My insecurities make me weak,
Inside, I'm not so strong.
The edges are cracking,
Chipping beneath the strain,
My eyes are blinded,
Clouded by the rain.
I feel totally shallow,
Twisted in that sick way,
I'm letting go vastly,
From the words that they say.
Nobody gets it,
Nobody can understand,
They're pushing me away,
As I'm reaching for their hand.
I hope that it will stop,
But it keeps falling apart,
I found out I've been right,
Right from the start.
Nobody truly cares,
Nobody that's around,
They like to smash me,
Like to beat me to the ground.
And I'm so tired,
Of being their thing to use,
I need to get away,
And heal this invisible bruise.
Because I'm not wanted,
I'm just someone to pull apart,
So I'm walking away,
And taking my broken heart.
© Danika Jackson
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