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Dear life
I always used to be able to find the right words
at the right time
now all i seem to say is wrong
even when i say i'm fine
fake smiles pasted onto my sad face
and memories seem unable to erase
i'm walking up and down the path you're showing me
still; i don't see where i'm going
tell me; why are you so hard on me
You were always simple, never really this complicated
maybe because i was young
every worry of mine was my mothers; she faced them
now that i'm growing up the light seems to get dim
i slowly lose hope
its all becoming meaningless; i blame myself; not him
don't think I'll blame pain on you life
you're just what i have
i have to get you right somehow
but when will it be when you understand
this pain wont help me; because i don't feel it anymore
i need to get you back on track
that's all I'm writing for
so i know that you may hate me
but you know i hate you more
you can be as tough as you like
but I'll fight even harder to survive
i have a mother; sisters and a brother
i say i don't care, but i always will
i have no father; i'm not bothered
if i saw him again; you know i would kill
i don't want you to be nothing to me
so I'll work my very best on you
just know someday you might end Life
its okay; I'll end along side with you
p.s Thanks for making me stronger
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