I Won't Tell You How To Feel

I've given This Poem two titles "I Won't Tell You How To Feel" and "I Am Going To Kill Myself"

I won't tell you not to miss me when I am gone
I won't tell you to hold it all together and be strong
I won't tell you feeling sad is in fact feeling wrong
I won't tell you, you won't be affected by that song
I won't tell you to forget me because life goes on

No, I won't tell you to smile through the pain
I won't tell you from emptiness to unchain
I won't tell you to stand at my grave and explain
I won't tell you happiness is there to obtain
I won't tell you it is wrong to speak profane

I won't tell you dealing with my loss is easy or hard
I won't tell you that you won't have to put on a charred
I won't tell you to live in a deep dark disregard
I won't tell you to take down any sympathy card

But I will tell you I love you even though I am not there
I will tell you about you I will always care
I will even tell you I know this is not fair
I will tell you, you have every right to be angry in despair
I will tell you of your rightful hurt I am aware

This is just my time and this is how I had to go
Don't ask me how I just know, I know
For I am truly sorry if you are left feeling low
But in my angel eyes you will always glow

But most importantly I will tell you
In life I loved you with every breathe
I still love you even death