All alone
Once again
Not one solace
Not one friend
Left for dead
Their untrained eyes
Missed the changes
Missed the signs
Completely abandoned
I slip away
Nothing to do
Nothing to say
Pushed aside
They thought it could wait
I filled up with anger
I filled up with hate
My heart is beating
But it doesn't seem real
The more it pounds
The less I feel
My tears keep flowing
They will not cease
I don't want control
I just want release
My skin is crawling
I feel so cold
I want someone to talk to
I need someone to hold
All by myself
Pain seeping in
My emotion's erratic
My sanity's thin
Condemned and misguided
How could this be?
I'm no longer real
I'm no longer me.