I finally got the courage to go through with it
Of course by now you've found me
Dead, laying on the floor
Tear stained face with mascara trails, limbs sprawled out and colored purple/blue, and wrists cut deep with blood all over
Last thing you notice is the smile on my face- a true smile
I smile because I am finally happy for once
You say to yourself "I should have saw the signs" and "she needed help and I'm too late",
but truth is that there was no help for me and none could've changed my mind
Don't cry for me- I don't want pity, I never did