I still remember
the first time I met you
The first day of classes
when that bell rang
and when I saw you downstairs..
saying Hi to me..
I was unsure
if you were saying hi to me..
so i just smiled..
I havent known you back then..
As days go by,
I started to feel
happy whenever you were around..
I dont know if you feel that too..
but what Im sure of is that,
I still remember the feeling..
I never knew that would be the last
time I would get to hang out with you..
Its hard to pretend happy..
when I see you with your friends..
I dont know what happened
between us to..
but its hard to face the fact that..
you've already closed your friends
with them..
I just want to be happy..
but in return I had nothing..
Now, almost a year past..
things are much changing..
and I cant help to feel bad..
I told you how I felt..
I wanted to be just a bestfriend..
but its hard to be,
if you've already closed your doors
to the friendship I offered..
Every bit hurts..
Until now I still, my feelings never changed..
I dont know why..
but it hurts to much that I cant even,
be your friend..